Friday 19th March
Friday and le weekend. I've pasta on the boil and i'm on the first couple of sips of a cold glass of white... sigh. I'm planning to spend the entire weekend doing precisely fuck all- I am actually looking forward to cleaning the bathroom: I've a feeling it will be soothing to my overwrought brain, just like my recent haircut seemed to put at least one thing right in my life. The hair is important, clearly.
I'm going to clean, read, watch some Studio Ghibli and play some DS. Thanks to Dr. Shrunk I now have the top-of-the-tree shop in Animal Crossing, where I can get my hair done in the parlour. Like I said, the hair is important. I'm also going to take long hot showers and cry. Woo.
On the MW#1 textual communication front, things sl-o-w-ly continue. I was rather amused to see that he seemed to think that discussing his boss's knee injury was good to talk about. It's like, okay, sure, i'll humour this, but can we get back to the conversation we were having about your seemingly recent decision not to commit to me... 'k?
As for the content of what we are "discussing" - I'm not going to share as it would serve little purpose other than to fulfil my own mini personal revenge fantasy. Not much point. I will say that what he's saying is very interesting and is giving insight. In some ways it is also making me feel a teeny-tiny bit better but not in the way I think he would expect.
I still feel sad, tired, hugely pessimistic about the future. Like the "never finding anyone to love" future that seems to beckon.
Anyway, back to reading about Sandra Bullock's complete cock of a husband... Quote of the day from an anonymous "friend":
“He really (bleeped) up this time and he knows it. What a stupid stupid thing to do, mess around on Sandy with a girl like that? She is nothing but a tramp. Disgusting. I don't know what he was thinking but I know what he was thinking with."IDIOT.
“I am really (bleeped) at him because he had everything with her and he was really happy, so to go and do this? What a huge mistake and now he's kicking himself. I know he feels horrible about it but he just shouldn't have done this in the first place..."
