Thursday 4th March
I've not written about the whole MW#1 situation for a while as, frankly, there is nothing of note to comment on. The Great Silence continues unabated and aside from a few texts now and then i've seen hide nor hair of him for getting on seven months.
Two months back I suggested that we meet to discuss the months that have passed, the current situation and possible futures; I wasn't after a final resolution, just some dialogue but MW#1's apparent policy of sticking his head in the sand for as long as he can possibly manage has not led to us meeting up but has resulted in my anger, frustration and sadness. Just for a change.
So i've said that if we've not managed to meet up by the end of March then i'm going to walk. So that gives him, oooh, five weeks in which to find I dunno, one afternoon? Six hours?I do not consider this an unreasonable request, especially as his unreasonable behaviour has precipitated my response. Jeebus, it would be nice not to be let down by him.
I feel I have no option. I'm not going to ask him to meet up- he is aware of what i've asked for; he's got to do the arranging as i'm fed up with always always always being the one running around doing the arranging. I've spent years doing the inviting, so i'm not going to do it any more.
What i'll do if we haven't met to talk and the 31st rolls around I am not quite sure; he's got a few weeks until then so I guess i'll just have to take it how I see it as the deadline looms. Ugh, the joy...
