Sunday 22nd February
Ugh... Last night I was drunk and "in charge" of a mobile phone; the crime of texting whilst inebriated was most grievously committed. Usually I am so good at not indulging in said act but I guess I was feeling the "love" a little too much...
But... the sentiments expressed within the messages were truthful and genuinely given; there was no deception. I was simply making a statement of my feelings, so why should I beat myself up about that?
Well I will do, because I don't want to come across as a drunken fool communicating feelings that are directed at someone uncommitted to my cause so to speak. I'm human and thus imperfect and so make mistakes; I really should lay off the self-laceration and just accept that these things happen. Logic should not and does not apply in affairs of the heart.
I need to go back to bed...
