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Billy Joel and Marlee Matlin sing and sign to Oscar the Grouch with Just The Way You Are

Corny yet overly appropriate track of the day:

Tell Her About It (YT)
Billy Joel
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I'm obviously not as okay about things as I had previously thought earlier on today- Too much Billy Joel can't be good, can it? Or at least tearing up at too many of his tracks... How about even liking his music?

My feelings of sadness and my random tearing up at things will probably go on for a while yet, until there is a resolution of some sorts; if it ends in a negative way (for me anyway) then my sadness will continue unabated.

I feel sad because of what is happening and I also feel sad that again someone else has judged me to be not *quite* enough. It's the "you're too good to be in a relationship with but are super easy to leave behind" where the leaver will then proceed to spend years following my life from afar whilst I work very hard at not giving a fuck.

And yes, I know that whilst we are all flawed beings due to our humanity I know that my flaws are much less hurtful to others. I am not the one at fault here.

This evening I feel very tired and a bit wobbly like i've been crying a lot (when I haven't, just leaking slightly); there's an ache in my chest and every time I think about November I start to well up. It's happening again as I type. Fun times.

monky posted 271 words at 22:35 on 22/09/08 | (0)

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