Wednesday 16th May
I bought myself flowers. I'm considering buying myself a massage- the cheapest local non-sex work sort I can find. I just need to make it to the end of this week. Then make it through the following week. Then I have a week off.
I need to get my car fixed. I need to tidy my room. I need to work out what I am going to do with my classes for the remainder of the term. I need to mark lots of books. I need to find a job. I need to save for unemployment. I need a good stroking so my random back spasms calm down.
Some of these things are beyond my control. Some of these things require money I do not have. Quite a few of these things however require will power. We shall see how much actually gets done... If I get to the end of these two weeks without proving the existence of human combustion.
