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Sigh. School today. Already feeling fed up, and I haven't even got there yet.

The sun is too bright of late; I think I need to hang something behind my curtains so that I can get some decent sleep. Not that the ridiculously noisy fuckwits next door help very much on that front either.

Speaking of fuckwits, I am feeling pangs of remorse over the missive I sent MW#1 the other day. This is an indicator of just how diseased my mind really is, as I don't really have much to be sorry about, apart from having the odd spazz now-and-then. I guess I feel remorseful as the spazzing is so typically female, and in that way I consider I was weak.

I do not consider myself feminine and consider being so to equal weakness. At the same time when I have had acknowledgement that I do possess charms of a feminine nature it is important to me. Just small things said, gestures made... maybe this is why I am easily fucked with.

So fucking tired. Bed.

monky posted 177 words at 00:51 on 16/04/07 | (0)

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