Friday 13th April
...Aaand the honeymoon is over. Vista is spazzing over my wireless connection when it returns from sleeping and even when it starts up; through poking about I hope it is now fixed by my less-than-fair hand.
The big problem is that I can't use my Zen on the machine because I need to install some firmware onto my Zen that I can only do on XP. I have 98se or Vista. Sigh.
MW#1: Just when I thought it was safe to go back in the water... It amuses me that he feels like he has to be the man to all women; I think he should start smaller and work up- You could try behaving like a decent human being to me first, Sweetheart.
The main problem to this theorem is that this idea works on the basis that he gives a fuck, and the jury is most certainly out on that one. I'm not overly unhappy or upset; I feel quite blah about it in fact- maybe my heart's becoming blacker.
I must admit I am a little tired of living my life so far as the novelty act- The one that gets looked up when they break up with their gf/ when their gf is inferior/ when their gf won't give it up/ when they're bored/ drunk/ lonesome and who is of minor importance if one of the previous situations is not extant. I can extend this feeling of being the novelty act into my work and my relations with colleagues too, so maybe it's not purely down to my relationship abuses- Never taken seriously nor thought to be appropriately professional.
I've just got to remember not to believe a single gosh-darned thing he says... I was overly cynical and questioning before but now I must be like a firewall and let all kind words and compliments bounce off me. An icy firewall. Woo.
Speaking of which, I wish Zonelabs would hurry up and make a Vista-compatible firewall- the windows one is weirding me out...
